spent friday night running errands & cleaning.
felt good to get things done before the weekend started.
saturday proved to be a little trying.
I found out that stacie is moving to berlin with her husband thomas.
I guess i just don't like the idea of being so far away from her.
she's been one of the most important people in my life for so long.
I'm glad i got to share the times we have as both partners and as friends.
we spent most of the day & evening together and it was really nice.
I'm going to miss her more than i can express.
sunday had its interesting moments as well.
I think I saw pete.
i've always wondered when that would happen.
I was actually a bit amused by it, probably because it did not effect me at all, and i had thought that it would.
happened on the el & he decided to get on the car in front of me when he saw me. (as he was transferin from the red to brown lines)
at least i think that was him....
he probably thinks that i still have plans to come try to steal sweet p away from him.
no worries pete, i've let it go.
i still care, but i've relinquished the desire.
later this month it will be a year since patricia & i last saw wach other or spoke to one another.
i miss her, but I'm not all depressed about it .
it was an amazing experience to get to spend the time with her that i did.
I hope both of them are well.
i hope both of them are happy.
so many intense experiences occuring for so many people these days.
i wish great strength to us all.