Saturday, April 08, 2006

all so surreal

as i start going thru my things & working thru my head all of the necessities it is going to take to get to Key West, life seems more &more surreal.
being in this in between place feels strange.
i do not quite know what to make of it.
makes for an interesting take on my present life as i feel disconnected from where i am at.
there is not much continuation here...
no female interests, no things to get a move on with artistically...no deadlines...
all of them have been eclipsed by the move to the keys.
all else has become secondary.

it is going to be tough leaving friends behind.
especially new friendships that are just starting to be explored.
thank heavens there is the internet & mass communications.
makes it all that much easier, as i know that there will still be plenty of correspondence.
better yet...the hope to be a retreat for all of those friends who need to get away from the matrix for awhile...

now, if a few grand could just fall in my lap so i can get on with it....

any philanthropists out there wanting to invest in an artist/musician/neosannyasin's journey?
i promise the payoff will be worth it!
haha

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